Unfortunately I don’t wanna be close to anyone anymore sorry.
“What’s the worst thing I’ve stolen? Probably little pieces of other people’s lives. Where I’ve either wasted their time or hurt them in some way. That’s the worst thing you can steal, the time of other people. You just can’t get that back.”— Unknown
“If you care about somebody, you should want them to be happy. Even if you wind up being left out.”— Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of being a Wallflower
the chronic emptiness and loneliness are the worst parts. i want to love myself but i feel like i can’t do that unless someone loves me. but how are they supposed to love me if i don’t love me.
So sick of romanticizing shitty people god fuck this stupid brain why do I still care about people that left me without a second thought. People who didn’t even care when I was around
